I googled suicide forum and here is where I ended up. My name is Adrian, I'm 21 years old, suffering from depression and schizophrenia. I think about suicide daily, and in the past few weeks I've even started formulating a plan. I think in a few months I will achieve this. Just started anti depressants today as well. I don't have a job because I am on disability so I'm home mostly all day. Nothing really interests me anymore, that's the problem. I don't get any pleasure out of living. Not to mention my mental illness. Anyone else feel this way?