Hey. So, I'm not sure about this, but yesterday I was so close to suicide. I saw no reason whatsoever to keep living. Now I don't want to die. I'd rather it all just be okay. So I asked God to give me a sign that it was okay to live (Although I'm not religious I was at my wits end), and today by accident (I was searching for something else) I found this place. I have a tendensy to be a forum ninja. Not by choice, but I'm the one who's posts no one ever answers. Guess it's that way in real life. Anyway, I hope I'll be okay here. Nice to meet you all.