Hey, I kinda screwed up...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mooacow, Feb 19, 2010.

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  1. Mooacow

    Mooacow Member

    Well, it looks like I've sort of fucked up. Tried fixing my problems, but it seems i'm a bit too incompetent.

    Well, I can die with that. Oh well...

    Mind if I stick around for a bit? I have a few things to do before I pretty much cease to exist...
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    hope you will stick around and talk to us....we understand your pain...
    wannna talk about your problems????
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What happened? Hope you'll stick around and talk to us!
  4. Mooacow

    Mooacow Member

    It's kind of just a case of me being overambitious, and ultimately screwing up... badly.

    I've wasted alot, and I'm VERY SURE it would be better off for my family if I didn't stick around. There's a few things I kind of want to take care of; I have time, after all.

    Maybe I could try and help someone else while I'm at it?
  5. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    stay as long as you want.
  6. cloud9

    cloud9 Well-Known Member


    Stick around! Tell us whats bothering you. Nothing can't be fixed.
  7. ghazi

    ghazi Well-Known Member

    you can always start over. ALWAYS
  8. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    nothing wrong with being ambitious..at least you're having a go...
    sounds like you care about your family....
    I have spent a long time fighting depression for my familys sake....
    I recently lost my son to suicide and he has left us in so much pain we will never be the same again....the pain will be with me forever...part of me died with him...
    but i am still here...hopefully to help others...
    do you have some professional help?...doctor?..meds?
    please stay and talk to us
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi,I hope you decide to stick around :) I don't think anyone would be better off without you. Tell us more about what's going on!
  10. Mooacow

    Mooacow Member

    Ambition wasn't the entire problem, just the actions I took. I can accept my faults. I'm just going to have to fix things up...
  11. ghazi

    ghazi Well-Known Member

    We will be here to help you through it all...
  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    everyone has faults....I have heaps....accepting is good but hurting ourselves because of them is not....
    having faults is human....
    please try not to punish yourself too much...
    I know how hard that is and I probably sound like i'm preaching but I want what's best for you and I don't believe that is dying...
  13. Mooacow

    Mooacow Member

    I don't know...

    Ugh, I'm fucking up as I type... I don't think I'm going to pass this final. Grades have been downhill for around a year. I WILL get kicked out of Uni if I fuck up this time.

    I can't go home after that; most of my extended family refuses to talk to me, and my mom will have to disown me if I fail out. I don't know... my "friends" don't even want to see me anymore, since I've been isolating myself. I need to find housing...

    I can sort of tell when it's time to go. I just fucked up early on.


    I'm sorry. =(
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