Hey so Iv stumbled actoss this and hope it will be of some help as i feel its almost a last resort. My names emz im 26 And I've been suffering from major depression the past 4 years on and off meds. I've previously had suicidal thoughts over the years but never acted upon them. But this past year has been a downward spiral. In the past month I've attempted suicide twice. I've became over dependant on my parter of 3 years and my irrational behaviour and suicide attempts have finally drove her away. Not that I blame her. But I can't help feel more alone than ever and finding every day more of a struggle. I can barely get out of bed or eat. I'm not sure what to do. I'm fighting thoughts on a daily basis. And it's getting harder every moment. My gp has upped my anti depressants about a month ago but I honestly feel no change. I've also been on a waiting list for some sort of assessment for about three months now. I guess I just feel too close the edge and as my last attempt was a week ago. I want to try to avoid doing the same again. As I'm fighting the thoughts on a daily basis .