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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by zhak, Jan 13, 2011.

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  1. zhak

    zhak New Member

    I'm not the most supportive, but please know that I'm thinking of you. I'm going through a very difficult time in my life. My marriage of 10 years has fallen apart within seconds. I've always had suicidal tendencies, I was in inpatient treatment for a lot of my high school years. Nearly 20 years from then, I feel like I need to seek out treatment again. I have the same overwhelming feelings of wanting to harm myself (note: I was a self-harmer from age 12-25) right now. I haven't and I've learned that it is better to talk about it than do it. I haven't self-harmed in about 5 years now. At the same time I don't know how to deal with what I'm going through. I'm currently on no anti-depressants/anxiety medications as I have been in the past, practically my entire life. That might be making things worse. I am in a fog right now. I am glad that there isn't any weapons or worse to harm myself with. I can't think straight. I am reading over some of the other threads. I don't know how to reply and be supportive, but please know that I'm thinking of you too. This is never a good place to be.
  2. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF and hope that you find what your looking for here.

    You should be proud of yourself that you havent self harmed in so long, fight those urges dont give up what youve worked so hard to get past or to achieve.

    Im sorry about your marriage, I do hope you find some peace with that, and know that Im here if you ever want to talk.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Just want to say hi glad your here reaching out for help hugs
  4. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Hello Zhak,

    Welcome to Suicide Forum, glad you are reaching out to us for support. Weldone for not Self Harming for so long that can be very dificult at times so bravo!!! Is it possiible to go to your GP speak about it? I am glad yyou are trying so hhard to help yourself, it's ok if you don't post in other members threaads there are many ways you ccan socialise here weather it be posting a visitor message on somes wall or dropping them a PM, how would that feel?

    Please don't harm yourself I believe in you **hugs** :hug: x
  5. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i'd look at getting back on your meds. it will make a real difference.
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