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hey im oscilate

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by oscilate, Mar 2, 2008.

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  1. oscilate

    oscilate Well-Known Member

    Hey I just joined this forum today because I feel overwhelmed. I might just pour things out in posts as a result of my fragmented thoughts, but this seems to be an accepting community (although im not sure if its necessarily a good thing that my words are danced around in fear of irritating me enough to be irrational).

    I guess its just my selfishness and neurosis that caused me to join here. I have this drive to make some sort of connection with other people so I dont feel so alone, but from time to time I actually realize how arrogant I am for thinking that the world should accommodate me in this search for a connection.

    When i questioned the idea of "dancing around my words" is directly related to my search for a connection.

    I'm a 12th grader at a high school in the US, and my muddled thoughts usually lead to the repeated conclusion that suicide is the only solution to a defective mind.
  2. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    Welcome Oscilate,

    I am also new so we've already got something in common ;)

    I certainly dont think u are selfish at all, for wantin to connect.. its what we all strive for in this world, each and everyone of us..

    I hope u find the connections here that u are lookin for x
  3. Rosenrot

    Rosenrot Forum Buddy

    Hello and welcome to SF.

    I wish you luck in finding the connections you seek.
  4. oscilate

    oscilate Well-Known Member

    sorry, wrong section. Ill repost this in the welcome section.
  5. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    You are ostracizing yourself. Depression is self deprecating. Everybody wants to connect with people, and there's nothing wrong with it.
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