Hey, so I am new here. Basically came across this site looking for support options for suicide, because I am spiralling out of control. The past few years have been crippled by depression and OCD, I also have been recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been cutting for about 2 years or so, since things have really gotten worse. I don't see myself getting any better. I recently stopped therapy about 3 weeks ago, and stopped my meds like 3 months ago. I just can't take living anymore, and tried to OD last night . I am disappointed that I am still here, but don't know what else to do. I know I can go to a hospital but I have my reasons for not going to one. I don't know what I am looking for, support I guess. I don't know.