My name is Elliot (as you could probably guess). I'm new. I'm 18 years old, and last year I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder... the first time I was suicidal I was 11. I've been suicidal many times since then and a few months ago I was receiving inpatient treatment for a brief period of time... Once again I am very suicidal, and this time it's because my boyfriend left me earlier this week. We weren't together that long but I'm in terrible shape. I've been crying near-continuously for four days now. I have an appointment with my therapist first thing Monday morning... but until then I don't know what to do, and I am alone (my parents have gone on vacation). The situation with my boyfriend is a little complicated... So... hey.