Hi, I'm Cloudy_Eyes. I'm not quite sure if I even belong here. I'm starting become very afraid of thoughts and feelings. I feel as though it's time for me to find a sense of support and help but am much too afraid to reveal that I am even having these feelings to those around me. So often I must be the care taker... it has only suddenly dawned on me that maybe I need to be taken care of. So here is to a fresh start and hopefully and end to all these scary thoughts and intense emotions.