well, i'm jaclyn. i'm here because i need help and because i feel that i may be able to help others. in the past i was painfully depressed and very suicidal. i got to the point of trying to end it all. luckily, i had a friend figure out what i was doing and stopped me before i died. i am (somewhat) content with my life right now. i've found love, i have amazing friends, and my family is (sometimes) supportive. but all good things come to an end and i fear the worst. my emotions are getting the best of me and i'm falling into depression once again. my boyfriend is very supportive and is helping me through all my throubles, but it never seems to be enough.