Okay. I have not posted for about three months. I'm really happy though :biggrin:. And when I say really happy, I mean OVERLY happy. I got back together with my boyfriend today :smile:, and... I HAVE NOT CUT FOR ABOUT THREE MONTHS!!!!!!!! :biggrin:!!!! I am really proud of myself. I have wanted to cut so bad for a long time. But I think I can make it. My life has pretty much sucked though. I mean, I don't have the worst life in the world... but I'm not happy about it. And a lot of the stuff I'm unhappy about I can't fix. The things I can't fix are totally out of my control, but when I do try to take control, my life goes out of control. It's crazy... Anyway, yeah, I thought I needed to get back into the habit of posting again. It helps clear my head sometimes. Oh yeah, I forgot. I still have not told anyone in my family other than my brother, my friend Chey, and my boyfriend that I cut. My boyfriend has been giving me a lot of encouragement since he got back from his treatment. He thinks I should talk to the school counselor. :mellow: I'm not sure I'm ready to talk yet though.