Hey guys. I havent been on any forums or social website for ages and thought its time to find a forum to have some conversations in. I'm a psychology student in a London university but I would rather be working in Europe as an agony aunt. I have a lot of agony to share you know... I'm bit too deep for people my age which makes me very lonely. I am consciously isolating myself but I have no other option. Men love me for my looks and I hate men for that. Women hate me for the male attention and I wish women would like me. I havent been in any relationship with men, only women, and I am feeling very awkward about this. To be honest, I get very awkward in many situations. I try hard to approach people but then I think, why do I do it if it feels so bad? I've been selfharming and no one knows but I think I should stop. Thats probably the reasong why I am here. I've had a fucked uo life with police all over the place and abusive people ruling my life. And now that I am sort of safe physically my self harming is worse.