Hey.
I homestly don’t know how much longer I will be able to continue like this.
I haven’t had anything particularly bad happen to me, I am in an incredibly fortunate position environment wise. But I always just feel bad.
Its like a quagmire that I have to step in all the time. I never feel genuine happiness. It’s all just mediocre at best. I am getting help but it’s taking so long. I feel like shit. Everything I do feels like shit. And when it isn’t shit it’s just empty. I find continuing to be harder and harder. I don’t know whats wrong with me
I homestly don’t know how much longer I will be able to continue like this.
I haven’t had anything particularly bad happen to me, I am in an incredibly fortunate position environment wise. But I always just feel bad.
Its like a quagmire that I have to step in all the time. I never feel genuine happiness. It’s all just mediocre at best. I am getting help but it’s taking so long. I feel like shit. Everything I do feels like shit. And when it isn’t shit it’s just empty. I find continuing to be harder and harder. I don’t know whats wrong with me