Firstly. I wish you all the best. Just wanted to introduce myself. Ive been lurking on this and other message boards for many years... My credentials... Ive attempted suicide once, it was a cry for help, I just ended up with scars on my wrists. Ive self harmed for many years by burning and cutting myself. My family split when I was 13, leaving me to fend for myself. I was a massive drug addict and unemployable. Ive been an alcoholic for many years now... I was a grade A student at 12, now Im 30 and I work in a factory, and believe me, it is sh*t, really, really sh*t. But... Over the years Ive won a few fights in my head, maybe just enough to keep me going. I just wanted to say, I read your messages, i feel your pain... all the way down. ALL the way down. Ive run out of things to say.