I'm new here, so, um... Hey. I've been in deep depression for many years now, and while I've never gone so far as to attempt suicide, it has crossed my mind countless times. I hate my life- no matter what I do, nothing is worth anything. I honestly think things would be better off if I weren't alive, I just don't want to take my life myself... I feel hopeless, though... I don't really have any physical or mental problems aside from those brought on by my depression. I don't want to bore too man people with how I'm depressed, and I don't want to sound pathetic or be a bitch... I'm just tired of life, and am seaching for anything in life worthwhile... I was hoping I could find something -or come at least closer than I am now- to finding a reason to keep from taking my life.