What is up, my fellow forum members? Funny thing is, over the last 4 years I've gotten used to being depressed and morbid that i just dont know it anymore. Sure, suicide is on my mind anymore but somehow, I don't even see the point in that anymore? I've tried, didn't work... So, heres me, pissed off at the world and whoever is sitting up wherever saying no. Funny how life can make you numb to pretty much everything, isn't it? Also, I dont think it helps that i live in the most depressing place of all the world - Alaska. Highest suicide rate in the country. Go figure. So here's me, saying Hi... Hi!