So yea........ They say I'm depressed, I need to take these pills to make me feel better but the pills don't do shit. I'm 21, with no life, still living with my parents wasting their money and time. I'm a loser, who has never had a girlfriend, or anything close. I HAVE no life and basically I want to die. Hey and I'm also a type 1 diabetic since I was 7. So I know I wont live past my 40s or so. I know I will never be able to keep a job, I'm just wasting time sitting in my room alone at 5 am, crying by myself. But I don't want to fail at suicide again. Just going through the motions til my parents go somewhere for a few days. I've tried 2 times, both fail times that did nothing to change why I tried in the first place. Nothing is gonna change, its hopeless and frankly I don't know why Im even posting here.