Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Autumn, Oct 18, 2009.

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  1. Autumn

    Autumn Member


    I just don't want to be around anymore but I'm scared of doing anything!!

    I am 52 years old and have had too many problems and sufferings all my existence. I don't know what it's like to be happy. I have been making myself say that "I don't know what's around the corner", so as to give myself a little hope, but I know that what's around the corner is even more of the same. I am so lonely too and lost my beloved cat on 20 August, which was to me the last straw. I am still grieving for her and I don't think I ever will get over it. I lost my mum in August 2005 and still cry so much for her. Life is so depressing for a lot of people and there doesn't seem to be anything we can do about it.

    I wish I could find a little courage from somewhere.

  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Hi Autumn, welcome to SF. :hug: I hope you find friendship and support here.
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum Autumn. You have shown courage in seeking support and posting here at the forum. i hope you are able to find the support you need. :hug:
  4. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    hey welcome to SF. I hope that the friendships that you are needing and are seeking you can find here.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Autumn, welcome to the forums! :shake:
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hey glad your came for support i am sorry you lost you cat it must of been so hard for you. we are here so keept talking okay.
  7. Autumn

    Autumn Member

    Thanks very much ev1 for the warm welcome.

    I don't feel quite so bad today, the nights are so lonely though, that's when I think about ending it the most. I think about dying about 95% of the time I am awake, my mind is so tired of it!!

    I've seen the doctor, but they don't much care anymore over here!!

    Anyway, thanks again.

  8. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF.
  9. fweeps

    fweeps Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF...I hope you find the support you need here.:welcome:
  10. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    hey welcome to SF. i hope you find some support here :hug:
  11. sucidalgirl99

    sucidalgirl99 Well-Known Member

    Hi! Feel me to PM me if you need a friend.
  12. Pilko

    Pilko Active Member

    Hi welcome to SF.
  13. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    boo say hi
  14. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums Autumn.. You sound as if you are still greiving..Can you talk to a therapist or a couselor to help you thru these difficult times?? You could always go to the shelter and adopt another cat.. There are so many that don't make it because people just don't care..It would give you someone to love again..Then maybe you can start to love yourself again..
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