Hi. I'm a 26 year old woman living in Holland. So sorry if I write mistakes, my English isn't that good...
I came to this forum when I was searching for a pro-suicide forum because I wanted to know if I have the right pills in my house to end my life. And I still want to know but don't know how to find out...
But for now I'm on this forum. I've been in therapy for about five years now. For depression, anorexia, ptsd, personality disorder. I've had so much therapy and I'm still fucked up. I don't believe anymore it will get any better. My youth is fucked up, my personality is fucked up, I'm fucked up. I hate myself and my life.
The only reason I'm still alive is because of my boyfriend with who I live for 9 years now.
I try to study, I hang with friends and I love nature and animals.
Well that's about it. If you've got any questions: be my guest
I came to this forum when I was searching for a pro-suicide forum because I wanted to know if I have the right pills in my house to end my life. And I still want to know but don't know how to find out...
But for now I'm on this forum. I've been in therapy for about five years now. For depression, anorexia, ptsd, personality disorder. I've had so much therapy and I'm still fucked up. I don't believe anymore it will get any better. My youth is fucked up, my personality is fucked up, I'm fucked up. I hate myself and my life.
The only reason I'm still alive is because of my boyfriend with who I live for 9 years now.
I try to study, I hang with friends and I love nature and animals.
Well that's about it. If you've got any questions: be my guest