Hi, sorry for my english I don't live in USA. I'm another one who often thinks about ending his life because my life is a pity. I am basically always alone. I am very shy, I have a very hard time making friends and people don't like spend their time with me. As now I am in a two weeks holiday and I am seeing nobody. I live with my mom and my sister. They don't help me and we hardly talk. Sometimes i meet new people, after a day they see that I am depressed and they quit as soon as they can. Then I open the TV and they show you millions of people who are dying, who are suffering, who are poor and this makes want to disappear from the face of the earth.