First,my mother is OK,she had a few operations,and she is still in the hospital,but she's fine. Now,to a question:I was scratching my ear with a pen,when I accidentally pushed the pen inside.It hurt for a while and started bleeding,but now it doesn't hurt anymore.It seems I lost almost all my hearing on that ear(right sided).I don't care if I wont hear with that one anymore,but I am afraid it will expand to the other one(maybe thru a infection or something_.What do you think,am I in danger to loose ny hearing on the other one also? I should mention that I still hear on my right ear,but very slow. And 3rd,I have a new major problem with women(again).This times gives me suicidal thoughts again.This drives me nuts I tell ya. Thats all.