Hi everyone, Am glad that I found this forum and like-minded people who are struggling too, although I'm not glad to have this depression/suicidal thoughts happen to myself or anyone else here. In the depths of this depression, it's hard for me to articulate thoughts and especially to put them in words but I'll try. For many years I've had depression(treated sometimes successfully, others times not). Sometimes it becomes so severe that awful thoughts of ending it start rolling around in my head, but really I just want the mental pain to go away and I'm fighting it at the moment. Next week I'll be seeing my doctor for hopefully an increase in meds, because it's hard to function or even work when all you want to do is end things. Anyway, am glad to hopefully meet/chat with others here.