Hi,
I found this website as I was trying to find the best way to kill myself. I’m sure it’s a normal scenario but I don’t know what I’m looking for.
My story is that I had an affair which pulled my family apart. My sons are in their 20’s and they won’t talk to me. I have no one to blame but myself.
I have a great support network but the depths of my guilt at what I’ve done to my sons is massive. I keep thinking about them and see their anguished faces. My therapist says stop feeling guilty but I cant.
if I’m busy I’m ok but as I’m sitting here on a crappy Sunday morning, I can only think of how I can end it all. My family are fine financially so I want to go. But, I know, they will be devastated if I did it as I know they still love me.
I really don’t know what I’m asking.
I found this website as I was trying to find the best way to kill myself. I’m sure it’s a normal scenario but I don’t know what I’m looking for.
My story is that I had an affair which pulled my family apart. My sons are in their 20’s and they won’t talk to me. I have no one to blame but myself.
I have a great support network but the depths of my guilt at what I’ve done to my sons is massive. I keep thinking about them and see their anguished faces. My therapist says stop feeling guilty but I cant.
if I’m busy I’m ok but as I’m sitting here on a crappy Sunday morning, I can only think of how I can end it all. My family are fine financially so I want to go. But, I know, they will be devastated if I did it as I know they still love me.
I really don’t know what I’m asking.