Hi and I messed up in life

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Hi everyone i`m new to the forum and would like to introduce myself.

I am a Punjabi-American Male, 21 years old. I was born in Canada and came down to the United States in 1998 at the age of 13.

I am currently going through a crisis. I have no job, and only 50 dollars in my savings account. I spent 3 years at a community college and eventually received my AA. I learned a lot but felt as though my past 3 years have been a total waste. I live in a very white suburban area, mainly Puyallup WA. I never had many friends growing up and I still don`t have many. I have never had a girlfriend nor had sex or even kissed a girl or been intimate with one. I feel like I need to get out of the house. I have thought about suicide and have considered it. But i`m not like a nutcase on some of these boards who keep saying "suicide" but just kind of need attention. I`m basically a person who`s quiet and i`ll just to go to store drop 40 bucks and [mod edit: moonstar89 - method]. Done and done no questions asked.

It`s either suicide, go to some other place and start over and my college life over and get out of the house or i`m gonna go join the army and go combat and try to save some soldiers by risking my life and giving it some purpose.

I dunno can someone give some advice and not some nutty ass batshit i`m here for you crap.
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am I alive

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Hi and Welcome Axel321.

I'm in the same position as you, every day i wish it was my last, so can't help much, sorry :sad: , just one cyber hug :hug:


The biggest loser ever to live.
Hi and welcome to the forums. Yeah, I'm in a similar situation as you are too actually, don't wanna talk about it now. But its great to have you hear and I hope we can help you out, we'll do our best.
:welcome: to the Forum axel.
I hope you'll find the advice and support you're looking for :)
Take care, I hope to see you around, and if you need anything just yell - or PM :)



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Welcome to the forum axel. You talk about having an AA degree from a community college. What is your degree in? Why do you think it was a waste of three years? Maybe you should go back to college and work toward getting your bachelors. Many of your credits should transfer. ( Make sure you check that out when you decide on a school). You are still young and have the chance to better yourself, why not take it? Just my opinion of course. PM me if you want to discuss things. Take care.
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