Hi everyone i`m new to the forum and would like to introduce myself. I am a Punjabi-American Male, 21 years old. I was born in Canada and came down to the United States in 1998 at the age of 13. I am currently going through a crisis. I have no job, and only 50 dollars in my savings account. I spent 3 years at a community college and eventually received my AA. I learned a lot but felt as though my past 3 years have been a total waste. I live in a very white suburban area, mainly Puyallup WA. I never had many friends growing up and I still don`t have many. I have never had a girlfriend nor had sex or even kissed a girl or been intimate with one. I feel like I need to get out of the house. I have thought about suicide and have considered it. But i`m not like a nutcase on some of these boards who keep saying "suicide" but just kind of need attention. I`m basically a person who`s quiet and i`ll just to go to store drop 40 bucks and [mod edit: moonstar89 - method]. Done and done no questions asked. It`s either suicide, go to some other place and start over and my college life over and get out of the house or i`m gonna go join the army and go combat and try to save some soldiers by risking my life and giving it some purpose. I dunno can someone give some advice and not some nutty ass batshit i`m here for you crap.