I was searching through different forums that I could possibly join when I stumbled across this one. I was reading through a few threads before I decided to join and I noticed a few people with they way that they typed and how caring it is in this.:smile: I suffer from self harm and I just started with bulemia. I noticed my weigh increase around 12-13 years old. At age 13 I was close to 300lbs. I didnt like myself so I self harmed to take some pain away. Now, a few years older, Im around 230lbs but I am a tall girl (5'8") so I dont look that big but I still feel it. And I also blame my weight for my lack of relationship. I joined this hoping that I wouldnt have to tell anyone about my problems face to face because Im afraid of them. I want some help but I can never say I have a problem. Although I do know Im hurting myself, I just cant tell anyone in my family or my friends.