Hi everyone. My names sarah and im 19 years old. I found this site through google and I know how helpful forums can be. I just really hope this one can. Ok my story, as I said im 19, in a loving relationship which just isn't enough sometimes, im broker than broke with 4 phone bills a laptop bill a fine and a credit card to pay off, but me and my bf aren't employed. Im studying at tafe, or trying to, but don't know how im going to pay my payment plan now, im about 35 kgs overwright and CAN'T seem to lose it, and 8 months ago when my bf and I decided to try for a baby (we were finacially stable at the time) my body decided to screw things up and I've not had a period since then for no reason. Also I have scoliosis in my back that's just been diagnosed and its stuffed my hip up so I can only limp. 2 yrs ago I was so happy I was perfectly thin and healthy, had no money problems, had just met the man of my dreams and everything was great but since that 8 months ago everything has gone downhill. I just don't know how much more I can take of this. I just want it all to stop.