I'm new here, I joined SF a couple of weeks ago but have yet to post anything up until now. So far i've just been reading and observing, but finally got up the nerve to introduce myself. Lets see, what can I say about myself..........I'm a 26 yr old male with extreme social anxiety. I get frequent panic attacks whenever I'm around others. It has kept getting worse and worse over time. Currently I live alone, have only 1 friend who I rarely ever see, I havent worked in months and just the thought of going back to work gives me major anxiety. I know I must go back out into the world eventually as i'm currently living off a dwindling savings thats gonna run out pretty soon. I also suffer from depression, which is most likely brought on by isolation from everyone and the loneliness that comes with it. Basically I have noone in my life to turn to. I feel totaly alone in this world and lately I've been thinking maybe i'd be better of just ending my pointless, meaningless life. Anyways, thats about all for now. Don't really know what I expect to get out of coming here. Maybe a friend or 2 would be nice. Just someone I can talk to when i'm feeling down, thats all.