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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Pain&Sorrow, Sep 30, 2008.

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  1. Pain&Sorrow

    Pain&Sorrow Well-Known Member

    Howdy. I'm nto sure hwo to start this so I'll jsut tell a bit about myself. I am a minor cutter, meaning I don't cut deep, but I do little kitty claw scratches, if you know what I mean. I've attempted suicide 5 times, twice ending up in the hospital, both on overdoses, and I've been admitted to a sychiatric (SP?) ward for one week. I'm eighteen years old, and recently have had very bad, major suicidal thoughts and have been contemplating ending it.

    I am currently strugling in my religious studies. I am a member of the First Baptist Church of Enumclaw Washington. I have been baptised twice, once when i was seven at a mormon church, and another time when i was sixteen at the Baptist church. My church is like my second family. Though I have been having struggles with the darkness set in my heart.

    My doctor once told me that everyone has a safety net in their mind that stops them from doing outragious things. She told me that my safety net has been pushed back a little, to where I may begin to act on something, but not be able to finish it. Like I can sit and contemplate the future of my families lives in the kitchen, holding a large knife, or even a large ax but never acy apon such thoughts. I could be considered a danger to myself and the people around me, though no solid evidence of such behavoir has been demonstrated.

    I am an artist, writer, architect, computer whizz, and poet.

    I have been diagnosed with Catatonic Schizofrenia, Paranoia, Social Anxiety, Depression, ADD, and Bi-Polar mania.

    Anyway, thanks in advance for the welcomes and hugs. I hope to becoem a more active member of these forums. oh, and I've been a member under various names for over five years, just not an active one.
  2. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Welcome to SF! Hope you get some support here. Drop by in chat some time! :arms:
  3. Pain&Sorrow

    Pain&Sorrow Well-Known Member

    Thanks. Love your avatar btw.
  4. painfulbliss

    painfulbliss Well-Known Member

    welcome and ello there pain. hugs, i hope u find this site as helpful as i have and many other members have, if you ever need to talk u can PM me or IM me. i stay up late so u can find me online, if ya need to talk. once again hugs
  5. TheWr0ngChild

    TheWr0ngChild Well-Known Member

    Hi and welcome to SF.

    I'm sorry your having these thoughts and I hope we can offer you some help and support at these dark times.

    As for your interests, well I also am pretty good on computers, love art and writing too. I've written a lot of poetry so if you ever want to compare then try me:smile:
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: I hope we are able to support you in the ways you need. Take care. :hug:
  7. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum :hug: Take care of yourself.
  8. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Hi welcome to the forum :hug:
  9. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Welcome to sf hun xx :hug:s
  10. patacake

    patacake Well-Known Member

    welcome hunni , lets hope u seek and are offered the support u need here , :hug:

    Jo xx
  11. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF, hun. :hug:
  12. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum :welcome:
  13. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    Welcome to SF Pain, hope lots of support comes you way here and if you ever need to talk you can pm anytime. :smile:
  14. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    :welcome: to SF. Lots of people here who will support you! I hope you're already beginning to feel better, hun.
  15. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    "I am an artist, writer, architect, computer whizz, and poet"

    No matter what anyone tells you, you have been blessed with alot of talents to benefit humanity. please stay until your purpose is accomplished.
  16. Pingu

    Pingu Well-Known Member

    welcome to the forum :hug:
  17. Theory

    Theory Well-Known Member

    welcome here. PM me if you need to talk! (sorry for yesterday) :rolleyes: :biggrin: :hug:
  18. Pain&Sorrow

    Pain&Sorrow Well-Known Member

    its all cool
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