hi everyone

[blub]

:new:
I'm a 18 year old girl from the netherlands.
I've been depressed and having suicidal thoughts for years. But always walked around with a fake smile.
So no one knows this, except you now.
Lately I'm afraid I'll commit suicide. I want to, but I really can't do this to my family and friends.
Thats why I'm here. Hoping your stories and advices will help me.
But its getting really late here, hope I'll get to know you guys better :smile: :hug:

P.s. Sorry my english might suck :unsure:

 

[Marshmallow]

:welcome: i hope you find the support your looking for, i hope to see you around the forum

hope to get to know you a bit better :smile:

take care

vikki x

 

[Allo..]

Hey.. whats making you feel like this? what happened in the begining?

 

[Abacus21]

Hi Blub, and welcome to the forum!

:welcome:

Your English is great, by the way! :smile:

Take care

Joe

 

[Datsik]

Yeah^ What Abacus said . . .

And welcome. Hope you feel better soon

 

[thedeafmusician]

:welcome:

TDM

 

[gentlelady]

:welcome: to SF blub. :hug:

 

[Wonderstuff]

:welcome: to the Forum, blub.
I have to agree, your English is great!!
I understand about the fake smile, the family and friends thing. It is a tough situation. A 'rock and a hard place', as it were.
Anyway. You're only like a year older than me If even that.
Anyhow, I hope to see you around. Take care, and if you need anything, feel free to PM.

Lauren

 

[blub]

Thanks for the warm welcom, you're all great :hug:

 

[allofme]

welcome... sorry this is late.. but i wanted to say hi...

 

[*dilligaf*]

hi blub
i know how you are feeling..keep concentrating on your family and friends
here if you ever want to talk
DITD

 

[Tigerstripe]

Hello

 

[SteakAndChips]

Welcome!

Am about a lot if you ever need to talk

x