First post here, been lurking around for a while. I just want to know, when talking to friends, family or partners isnt an option, who to turn to? Been having suicidal thoughts for a few years now(never attempted and never told anyone) but none as intense as now,and since I been out of work i cant see any light at the end of the tunnel. Ive been thinking about suicide all day every day. I dont want to do it but starting to really believe I have no choice.I have great friends and a great family and a loving girlfriend of 4 years, but the thoughts are taking over my life and dont know who or where to turn to.