Hi, I was searching online for maybe a church or youth group to maybe lighten myself up and found this forum. Maybe there will be answer in here and people I feel bonded to over this strange and unfair world. I do not want to tell my real name yet but I am D. I have many ups and downs day throughout my life and I guess as you get older the down seems to last longer. I hope to be a friend and a lending hand to everyone on this forum. I know life is gloomy but maybe we can help each other out.