Hi. I opened this account ages ago but was never around much. Hope to get to know people here. I feel like a failure in life. I'm 45, off work due to depression for a few months now. Hate my job. I feel old - maybe 200, but in other ways like a kid (love technology, gadgets, cute stuff). I feel like I'm not meant for this world or this body. I've written a SF novel but am too afraid to send it out. Sigh. What else? Depression - tried many meds with no luck. Did CBT. Now started ACT therapy. I hope it helps.