hello. I don't know how to really describe myself. I don't have many friends (actually no one with who I could speak about how am I feeling). I'm fighting alone against my depression and my suicidal thoughts. I try to be a better person in my life even if I'm not very happy with my actual life. I just want to speak with people, or chatting, because at least sending messages makes me feel better. Nice to meet you. Sorry if this message isn't shining with joy. Peace.