i joined a few days ago and started reading some things that touched me. i am kind of a maniac and when i tell my friends my thoughts they get scared, angry, insultive, or threatening like to call cops on me. so i kinda act anonymous and the worst part is i've done great things in my life and cant believe this happened to me. i think thoughts that i cant tell people, because they will stop talking to me. im prob gonna regret this post tomorrow, but its good to know i still attempt friendship after years of wtf, makes me feel human again.