Hi, I just joined this group. I suffer from depression and other illnesses. I have been very depressed and am thinking life sucks and not worth living. I don't see any purpose in life. I don't see hope in the future. I feel terribly lonely, helpless and hopeless. I dread everyday with no purpose, no hope. My life sucks. I am on Seroquel now to help me sleep. Just started Zoloft too. But I worry the meds with make me gain weight. I have no motivation at all. I can't be bothered to look after myself. Maybe I just don't think I deserve it. I hate this state that I am in right now.