hi, my name is jess and i am 13 years old. i live in new zealand, auckland and i feel like crap. sure, life has hurdles and thats just apart of it but for me, life just seems like a constant battle and to be honest, i am way over it ! i want to die. i dont want to live. my nana has cancer and she is going to die soon. i have cut myself in the past and just recently have as well. im new to this forum so im not quite sure what to do on here. i just dont see the point inm living when i have nothing to live for. when i talk to my mates about this, they all just get angry at me and start having a massive spazz at me about how im too young to be thinking about this kind of stuff. i cry myself to sleep each night and i dont really know what else to say apart from i need help.