Hi this is new to me and I hope it makes me feel better. Recently I have lost a close relative and been betrayed by a friend and it has just increaded my depression to the brink. I have been lonely for 3 years now and lost all confidence with women. I am 24 and have recently had my hours slashed in work so I can barely pay my rent. I have been suicidal before when I was younger but got caught. Now I live alone so there is nobody to walk in now. I just don't see anything to live for. I've lived my life and prayed to God and so on. I have tried being the nice guy all the time putting others first and life still has messed me over. Thanks for reading.