Hi, I like to make jokes but in fact I'm a really serious person. I don't have any friends really but I have this thing with people that I understand them quite well. But for some reason I do not connect with them. I never expect honesty, so all I'm expecting from people is for them to betray me. Oh and sometimes I want to die. Or not really die. I want to make it so that I was never even born. But I can't do that, and I'm not sure if I even want it, so I would like for people to understand me. So if I were ever to kill myself I'd probably do it in a crowded place, like jump of a popular bridge or something. Some probably think that's horrible. Of course I'd avoid causing any harm to others though. And I'm very ambivalent about pretty much everything. And I really can't be bothered to write a better introduction than this. I'm too unmotivated for anything these days.