Hi I'm Emsjim and stumbled across the site while researching the net on 'bad stuff'. I'm 28 and origionally got diagnosed with depression at 15. I self harm although I did stop for two years because I get distressed by my scars but then earlier this year my darling darling friend died to suicide and now life is unbariable. I'm medicated, had lots of therapy but feel i'm now at the end of my road. Had surgery this week to repair the mess I made of my wrist which wasn't messy enough. Went through it all on my own and now I'm avoiding the world. Is this it for me?