Hi, I'm Jenny. I joined today to see if this might help nothing else has so far and I really do want to try and keep going. I have attempted suicide before but am try very hard not to do it again. I just can't seem to stop feeling like this and I don't want to mess everything up again. I don't really talk about any of this with anyone and hope that somehow it might help to talk about it here and if I can help someone else while I am here that would be good