hi my names jordan and yeah lately well i just lost my job and lost my gf and i guess im just empty and im just fucked i hate my life and now its just soon im goin to just break down and kill myself i try not to think of it but then it just takes of and i cut and now im just done with everything i try and look out for my family but i just cant put a happy face on anymore i want to but i just cant its like everything in my life is cursed and im so close to just ending it all. well that was my rant i guess