Hello Larcey and welcome to the SF family.
I can't help but notice the irony in your post. You were nice enough to come say hi and alert people to something that you perhaps think is a potential problem; and also I'm assuming you mean you believe a lot of people don't like you as the word nobody would suggest us too...but give this bunch a chance, trust me.
We've all come here with varying issues and degrees of them, most have arrived looking for a way out entirely, but this place is about a community of people from all walks of life that stick together. They're compassionate, eccentric, caring, sometimes erratic, full of stories and ideas; they get angry, sad, lonely, upset, but they also laugh, smile and have fun together. There's no prerequisite, no pretence, and no judgement.
You've obviously decided to take a chance and join here, and hopefully you'll find the confidence to reach out and tell us some more, but you just be you okay; take a look around, read the rules (don't worry if a mistake is made, the staff are great and very friendly), put your feet up, get comfy, say hi to a few people, and I sincerely hope you start to see that there's support available here from folk that don't just give up on someone at the first hurdle, because they've been there themselves and can empathise with the loneliness, fear, and pain.
Lean on us when you need too, stay safe, and I look forward to seeing you round the forum. Welcome again to SF {{Hedgehugs}}