Hi, My names well... Stacey. Age 29. I've been depressed and low for a very long time now, Over 3 years and still near "Rock Bottom" as they call it. I have the occasional suicidal thoughts every so often. My main cause of depression is from Compulsive Gambling - Very nasty if you don't stop it and let it get out of control like I did... And I lost everything I could of imagined and I'm left with nothing, no money, no job and no motivation. It isn't easy at all... Because of this I have no friends in the outside world... because they are all suckers basically and never treated me well at all. I've also have Aspergers Syndrome and systemlogically thought we could beat the system, but obviously failed. But I must FIGHT ON!!!