Hi Im new and reaching out

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Mcrach, Sep 1, 2016.

  1. Mcrach

    Mcrach New Member

    I'm new to this site. Not reached out before but have been contemplating suicide for ages now and it's too hard. I keep going to the people around me. They care too much and I know I'm lucky and selfish but they are 'normal' my head isn't and I can't change what my head says. Don't know what to do. I feel bad that they will be sad and cross but I can't see a way out, not meant for this world and I want to go to my mum in heaven
  2. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    Welcome to the forum.
  3. moxman

    moxman I am proud to call Rosie, my best friend =) Forum Pro

    Thank you for joining us here at SF. I personally look forward to hearing about you and what has brought you to this corner of the web. I invite you to read my personal story below in green and just know you are not the only in pain. You are not the only one suffering. Everyone here is fighting their own battles. While you are here, you are safe. No one will harass you or insult you in any manner. That BS is not tolerated here. I hate to hear that you are suicidal. You must have a lot of stuff going on in your life for you to feel this way. Do you know why we feel suicidal? (I am suicidal too, btw) If you don't know would you like for me to explain it to you? I want you to promise me that if you ever feel like you are in danger of hurting yourself, you will take yourself to the nearest ER, and get the help you need. There is no shame in getting help.

    I would personally love to hear more about you. What are your dreams? What do you want out of life? What issues do you think , you need help with? How can we help you get into a better place?

    Feel free to PM/IM me anytime if you just want to chat or want to talk about something in a private manner.

    Take Care
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  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi and welcome to our community <3

    Please feel free to elaborate on your situation and what you are going through, we might be able to relate. And hopefully find some anwers or ways that you can deal with whatever it is you are going through :)
  5. Social Pariah

    Social Pariah Member

    I don't know your story, but I am sorry you're going through this. It's horrible and I wouldn't wish this on anyone.