Hi SadButterfly, welcome to the forum

sorry to hear about your feelings.
Would you like to write more about them, and how come you feel like that, etc?
Don't worry about your english, there are people here from all over the world, I'm not
english or other english speaking nationality too :wink:
I hope you find the support you need here, some good advice, as a lot of the
members know very well how you feel.
I'm here if you need me
Take good care of you,
:hug: