I've already made one post but I thought I'd properly introduce myself. I'm 22 and I ran across this site while looking for painless ways to commit suicide. I'm not sure if I should consider this as some kinda sign or what. I've attempted suicide at 17 but was unsuccessful. Since then I have been in a downward spiral of depression. I also suffer from an eating disorder and am.starving myself to get down to 90lbs. I feel happiest when I'm sleeping. I sleep a maximum of of 12 hours a day but sometimes can go a whole 24 hours if I'm lucky. I'm always contemplating suicide as I see it as a way out and a way to finally make the pain go away.