Hey guys, I recently joined this place. A little history: I've struggled with self harm and depression for a few years, as well as anorexia, which I currently am in recovery for. I'm kind of in a really bad place right now because my eating disorder was a way for me to deal with my depression and now I'm at a loss because although self-harm works, it doesn't work as well as starving. Nobody cares about me anymore now that I'm not thin, nobody thinks that I have any problems. They don't know about my scars or my thoughts. I hope that I'll be able to find some support in these forums. Although I am sick and tired of everything I'm not quite ready to let go yet.