hi. im hentai. my entire family hates me and i also hate them. i've been having suicide thoughts since 17, i'm currently 23.. im not man enough to talk about my feelings. i have never attempted suicide before. the reason i never attempted suicide is because i always think of my faovorite anime and video game characters - naruto, sasuke, cloud, solid snake etc. when things get tough for them they never give up. especially sasuke, i admired sasuke determination. ive been having more suicide thoughts lately, it seem like the older i get the more suicide thoughts i have.