Due to a major error in judgement I managed to get in some legal trouble and lost my job yesterday. I'm too old to start another career and just burned the one I had. I have hardly any family left and I'm really considering checking out. I've spent most of the day researching methods and I figure in a few days I can get together what I need. I was hoping to come in here and chat but I see I need approval so at least I can vent here.