Hello, I'm new here. I'm 27. I never thought I'd find myself in this situation, but I've recently been thinking some pretty bad thoughts and I don't know where else to go. You can read my crappy story if you want, haha, I'm sure yours are worse! Anyway, I've been stuck in one dumb relationship after another for over ten years. It's always the same, the nice guy turns out to be someone who ends up using me for one reason or another. I tried so hard, I was salutatorian in high school and got my Bachelor's degree and everything, but I work in a freaking factory now, making less than people who never finished high school. I thought I'd finally found the person I should have been with all along, but I recently found out he's been cheating on me and won't admit it. I told him if he just comes clean and talks to me about it, I can forgive him and let it go, but he won't. He still lives here with me, playing PS3 and texting constantly while I try to get him to open up to me. We've been together for a long time now, and he's the only person I've shared so much of my life with. I've never been close to my family at all, so they're not really an option here. I know it sounds ridiculous and juvenile to let something like this push me to the point of not wanting to go on, but this is my final attempt at living a somewhat normal life and it's going all to hell. I've always thought of myself as so uninteresting and unexceptional, and don't see anything ever changing.